Title Quote - Supernatural, when Dean wishes for a sandwich that later gives him food poisoning
Yesteday I did well with my fast. I felt good and clean. I went grocery shopping with Laura at 3am and we got a million healthy groceries. It kinda freaks me out that she bases her grocery list off of mine and asks me for caloric information on things. She knows about my eating habits or lack thereof. And she worries about me like a good best friend should but she also kind of supports me. She watches me not eat, asks me if its ok if she eats in front of me, and helps me hide it from other people. At the same time she tells me I don't need to be doing this, and that I'm pretty the way I am. So I'm thankful I have her, because she lets me do what I feel I need to do without harrassing me but I can trust that if it gets too dangerous she will help me.
She also took care of me today when I woke up severely ill. I caught a bug from my family and was vomiting all day long. The only thing I've been able to keep down is part of a Jello cup and some soup broth. I'm finally feeling better this evening but my dad did too when he had this and it would hit him again the next morning, so I guess we'll see. That's what I get for wishing to be thin huh? A horrible stomach bug to prevent me from eating. Life is funny.
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