Today I slept til 2 in the afternoon. After my big shopping day yesterday I was just plain exhausted. As my reward yesterday for reaching my goal weight on time, I purchased the cutest shoes from G by Guess. I'll include a picture though it doesn't nearly do them justice for how badass they are. I also experienced a great victory yesterday as I was able to fit into and purchase a pair of skinny dress pants in a size 4. Size 4! I haven't been this small since high school 4 years ago. I bought a load of other stuff too, like a Converse sweatshirt slightly snug since I'm still dropping weight, and some warm little flats from American Eagle. I was so elated from all the extravagent shopping and weight loss that today turned into an unexpected fast. I didn't intend for it to be when I woke up but as the day went on I decided it would be good to. My body deserves a good cleansing. I drank water and a diet mt. dew for energy. Even though I am at Laura's house again, I was able to avoid dinner because she is the one who got out dinner plates and knew I wouldn't eat it so she got out one less plate so there would be no empty plate on the counter shouting that I hadn't eaten. She even lied to her mom when she was asked if I'd eaten. She knows that this is what I want and that no amount of nagging or forced meals will change my mind, so she's helping me while keeping an eye on me. We are sharing a secret like when we were kids. And now we are playing DDR together, the Disney version. I love Disney, anything better? Didn't think so. Well back to burning those calories to a Disney tune.
Oh and here are my shoes:
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