there is nothing I do better than revenge

title quote - Taylor Swift
You know what sucks? That I was completely right about yesterday. How on earth can a 16 year old not understand that flinging around a public library in one of their desk chairs is not okay? Or that it's not okay to start spinning the desk attachment on a chair disrupting the whole section? Or that when he already can't chill out I am not going to give him 50 cents for cocoa or a cappuccino and when I say no that it also isn't okay to go ask strangers for it?  I'm fairly certain that this kid's parents have completely failed him in the social rules of life.
But I did get my journal I was after. Barely made it to the store before they closed, but I got it. When I got home my sister was once again commenting about my weight, but this time it was so much more satisfying because she said it in a truthful way. She said "Everytime I look at you all I can think is that you are so skinny and I'm getting so fat and I still keep eating anyway." All while standing with the refridgerator door open. I felt like I had won something. I have control but she doesn't. I am getting smaller and she's not. I felt awesome after that. I now feel even more empowered to keep going. I still have quite a while to go before anyone may seriously suspect anything, I'm at a "healthy" weight, but I want to be smaller. I'm going to try a 3 day liquid fast. I've never gone for more than 24 hours, but I think if I can complete this, then I can break this plateau I am at. I'm thinking just water and pure juices. I wish I knew someone that has done this so I can know if it will help me. Maybe I'll check PT.