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What I ate today:
FiberPlus bar chocolate coconut -120 cal
Two pink lemonade drink mixes - 20 cal
Melba toast - 38 cal
Chocolate rice cake - 60 cal
238 cal, nice but not impressive

What I had to watch everyone else eat:
Double Cheeseburgers - 421 cal a piece
Hamburger Stew - 350 cal per bowl
Marzipan - 200 cal
Rice cakes with spread - 110 cal
Croutons - 100 cal
Chocolate fig - 85 cal
Bacon Sanwich - 600 cal

I watched a kid eat 2 double cheeseburgers. I watched my friend eat 2 heaping bowls of stew. I watched her eat marzipan and chocolate figs. I watched her then consume rice cakes with cream cheese spread. Then I watched her top it off by eating croutons from the bag. And somehow she still weighs 25 lbs less than me. Then I went upstairs to find her mother eating a bacon sandwich complete with mayonnaise. She had also eaten 2 bowls of stew and countless other things throughout the day as did Laura. How can people eat so much? Laura is always going on about how she feels flabby but then eats like crap and doesn't do any activity. And her mother is overweight and always wanting to lose weight but then makes bacon sandwiches and cake balls. I just can't comprehend feeling like crap about myself and then stuffing my face with food that's only going to add to the problem and then not feeling bad about it. These people have no self control, they just grab whatever they see. And maybe its rude or mean to get so bothered by fat people eating bad food but its just how I feel. Laura isnt fat obviously, she just has poor eating habits and no self-discipline. What bothers me with her is her lack of consistency. She wants one thing but does nothing to help herself get it. Well I guess I'll show them all a thing or two about self control.