we all hate me

Well fuck. Today started out so well. Now I am in tears. Everyone is constantly making me feel like shit. Like I don't already know I need a job? Like I don't already think about everything thats wrong in my life? Thank you for fucking telling me that I am soooo depressing to talk to. I'm sorry I was born into a family that is predestined to live out a crappy, paycheck to paycheck piece of shit life. And I'm fucking sorry that it's holding you back. I'm sorry you want to get an apartment together but my life doesn't work out in my favor the way yours does. Okay? Don't you think I want to change my life? Don't you think I want things to be better and to have money and to move out of my parents basement? I'm sorry my bag magically didn't have the right clothes in it tht it should have and that now I can't go looking for jobs tomorrow because I don't have nice things. I have one pair of nice pants and one shirt that matches. Im sorry they arent here for me to wear and that I can't afford to buy replacements. I'm so fucking sorry that I am a failure. Is it enough yet? Will it ever be?