So far my day has not gotten much better. I've been awake for far too long but there really isnt time for a nap. Hellcats is on tonight but I probably won't be off work in time to see it. I can't seem to get to a good place to film today and I have a ton to film. And I've had to yet again defend myself about weightloss to my sister. I can't walk into a room in a tank top if she's around or she'll comment. Hell, she said something the other day when I was bundled up for the snowpocalyspe. "Mom, make her stop. She's making me feel fat." I know she was joking there, but still. Saying I look like I've lost more weight is not what I need right now especially since my weight is not cooperating. But at least I'm winning? I don't even know anymore. I still feel awkward and fat all the time. Does it get better? Or do I just get sucked in even worse and nothing is ever truly enough? Oh well whatever. Here's a picture of my new haircut I got a week ago and what it looks like pulled back, I'm still unsure about it at times. This is just a blah kind of day.
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