Questions without Answers

its late. I'm thinking of starting a Video Diary. Writing isnt helping as much as I had hoped. Maybe talking and saying it outloud would be better. But that begs the question: Do I put it online? Should I let people see me in my natural state, not edited in type? My problem here is that I want someone to see me, to understand me. Would anyone watch? Would anyone understand? Can someone answer any of these questions? If people see this at all....